Monday, March 24, 2014

Givens.

Life has it's ups and downs, and fuck off if you want to tell me I'm being repetitive in my posts.. I know I am.
The point of this post isn't to tell you to go after the one that got away or to chase your dreams or to find that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. 
Those are all a given. 
I'm writing tonight to tell you guys to always follow your heart. Today I've been faced with a minor financial hiccup in my life, and after a few hours of brewing over it and worrying, I'm finally feeling happier.Yes, I have student debt. Yes, I could have chosen to go into the workforce. But I want something better for myself. For my future kids and future husband. I want a plaque on my wall that shows accomplishment in my life; To prove to anyone that has ever doubted me that I can achieve anything. But more importantly I want to prove to myself that I can be whoever I want to be, and for me that involved going into debt. 
And so after nights like this I pick myself back up and dust off the dirt on my pants, shake my head and realize I live a life full of bliss, and I should never worry about the future. I am where I am for a reason, in the debt I'm in for a reason, sitting at this computer at this exact moment for a reason; because this is where I'm meant to be. I couldn't be luckier to be leading this life of mine. Cherish every second possible; A life of woes is not one to look back on. 

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